I was feeling pretty nostalgic.
I mean...I am completely over the fact that it's done and what's said has been said.
But, thats your first love.
It is significant and although I have moved on and found the love of my life.
There is something to say about your first REAL love.
Not puppy love.
Not high school love.
But college first love.... that everyone thinks you will marry...but then you realize that it was just not meant to be.
Reading He's Just Not That Into You... helped give me closure on MY behalf...
because the book was right...I never needed someone who was too busy or just used me for whatever they wanted...
I didnt need someone who told me they didnt think they would marry me...
but, i know i sound like a broken record...
your first love.
but i guess you have those days when you think of the past.
It's comforting to know that people can relate...and when least expected...
that someone can sing your life for you.
Leona Lewis
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
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